11.12.2010

ahdakshdak #rant #rant #rant

I HATE ITTTTTTT

Guess I must not rely on *** anymore! Well, I need but not a lot! I'll full save my money for my PSP! I won't ask *** for my PSP! Done that!

I just got mad on something... common actually. But this is the first time I feel it.

Think I must take it with light heart. Yeah, I hope God bless all of us...

11.07.2010

new gadget lol

Hey hey I got a new gadget 8DD ->
See that 'lol my EO3 Guild'? Yep, that's my guild in EO3, Crimson Guild ;) (uncreative name indeed). The Ship name is Undine. Bah. Odd.

I put Shogun there lol XDD idk I have no Shogun atm, but I'll replace my Ninja with him later when I get the lovable Shogun <3 lmao me

Stat atm

Warrior/Gladiator: Gunther [means 'warrior' in Teutonic. Epic huh? 8D]
[I hope I got this quickly <3] Shogun: [planning] Ryuu [means 'dragon' in Japanese]
[atm] Shinobi/Ninja: Xenon [one of particle thing 8D]
Monk: Ran [means 'orchid' in Japanese]
Ballista/Arbalist: Alicia [another spelling of 'Alice' idk but I love the name <3]
Zodiac: Alvin [means 'Friend of the Elves']

10.13.2010

Hikikomori. Anyone?

So yeah. Indonesia's Indomie was.. wait. This is not the right topic.

Anyone know being hikky? Most otaku is hikky, I think. But not every otakus. I'm on of them, the hikkies.

Lol my next-chair-person stupidly told me that she got his boyfriend broke their relationship. Uh well, she told me, crying, eagerly, and sang a looooong day. She sure a nuisance, I really wanted to kick her outta the room =/ I don't really care 'bout that. That's her life, not mine. Beside I dont really understand that sorta-romance-story thingie.

She kept crying 'till the end of Geography class. I can't stand her, I really wanted to burn her D: She kept saying 'do you know how this feeling feel?' 'I still love him' 'Have you ever feel so pissed off like this' in Indonesia, and that-so-pwetty-voice. Sick, I am.

...Until she asked the last question, I started to talk.

"It's often. Often than y'think."

Yeah, for hikky like me, at least, being pissed by other is... kinda often. Not really pissed like the others do, but 'indirect pissed'. They dunno they pissed 'em, but they felt it. That's why most hikky is talkless, wear a fake mask to decoy 'em... but they're actually crying in the back, crying for some help.

That's what I feel being a hikky. Anyone can share your hikky's story life? :D

10.05.2010

Matryoshka - Hatsune Miku & GUMI

Lagi suka sama lagu ini LOL~ lucu banget PVnya XD lagunya juga bagus~ hurr jadi pengen bikin pake UTAU saya deh <3

Japanese:

1-2-3-4

Kangaesugi no messeiji
Dare ni mo todoku kamo shirenai de
Kitto watashi wa itsudemo sou
Tsugihagi kurutta matoryoshika

Zutsuu ga utau pakkeiji
Itsumade hatte mo hari wa yo-ji
Daremo oshiete kurenaide
Sekai wa sakasa ni mawaridasu

Aa, waresou da
Kioku mo zenbu nagedashite
Aa, shiritai na
Fukaku made

Ano ne,
Motto ippai matte choudai
Karinka? Marinka?
Gen o hajiite
Konna kanjyou dou shiyou ka?
Chotto oshiete kurenai ka?

Kandoryoukou 524
Furoito? Keroido?
Ken o hataite
Zenbu zenbu waracchaou ze
Sassato odore baka tamari

Tende youchi na te o tatakou
Wazato kurutta choushi de hora
Kitto watashi wa dou demo ii
Sekai no ondo ga toketeiku

Anata to watashi de randebuu?
Ara ma tondetta abanchuuru?
Ashidori yugande 1-2 1-2

Aa, hakisou da
Watashi no zenbu uketomete
Aa, sono ryoute de
Uketomete

Ano ne,
Chotto kiite yo daiji na koto
Karinka? Marinka?
Hoho o tsunette
Datte datte gaman dekinai no
Motto suteki na koto o shiyou?

Itai itai nante nakanaide
Pareido? Mareido?
Motto hataite
Matte nante itte matte matte
Tatta hitori ni naru mae ni

Anata to watashi de randebuu?
Randebuu? Randebuu?
Ara ma tondetta abanchuuru?
Ashidori yugande 1-2 1-2

Yoitsubuse
Utai dase
Kyou mo hora
Tsugihagi kurutta matoryoshika

Motto ippai matte choudai
Karinka? Marinka?
Gen o hajiite
Konna kanjyou dou shiyou ka?
Chotto oshiete kurenai ka?

Kandoryoukou 524
Furoito? Keroido?
Ken o hataite
Zenbu zenbu waracchaou ze
Sassato odotteinaku nare

Chuchu

English:

One, two, three, four!

A message I've thought much too much about,
Maybe it'll reach somebody, who can say?
Certainly, I've always been this way,
A patched up, crazy matryoshka

A package sung by a headache
Time may pass, but the hands are at 4
Don't tell anyone;
The world will turn upside down

Ah, I feel broken apart
Throw out all your memories, too
Ah, how I want to know,
To the deep down...

Um, well...
If you please, dance more and more
Kalinka? Malinka?
Just play the chord
What should I do about such feelings?
Can't you tell me? Just a little?

Loud and clear, 524
Freud? Keloid?
Just hit the key
Everything, all's to be laughed at
Hurry, dance, with all your foolishness

Clap your hands, not entirely childish,
And watch, to this purposefully-crazed tune
Certainly, I don't care either way
The warmth of the world is melting away

You and me, rendezvous? Rendezvous? Rendezvous?
Oh, or out on a hopping adventure?
With a crooked gait, one-two, one-two

Ah, I'm ready to burst out;
Catch every part of me
Ah, with both your hands,
Catch me for me

Um, well...
Listen a little - it's something important
Kalinka? Malinka?
Just pinch my cheek
It's just that I can't control myself
Should we do more fantastic things?

Pain, hurt, but no, don't cry
Parade? Marade?
Just clap some more
Wait, you say, wait, wait
Before we drop to just one...

You and me, rendezvous?
Rendezvous? Rendezvous?
Oh, or out on a hopping adventure?
With a crooked gait, one-two, one-two

Down with a sickness?
Show me your song!
See how today...
I'm still a patched up, crazy matryoshka!

If you please, dance more and more
Kalinka? Malinka?
Just play the chord
What should I do about such feelings?
Can't you tell me? Just a little?

Loud and clear, 524
Freud? Keloid?
Just hit the key
Everything, all's to be laughed at
Hurry, and dance no longer!

Smooch, smooch...


Credit buat sebuah blog (yang saya lupa linknya :P) buat sumber liriknya

10.02.2010

Etrian Odyssey III: The Drowned City

Etrian Odyssey III: The Drowned City adalah seri ketiga dari seri Etrian Odyssey. Game dungeon-crawling RPG ini masih menyajikan tema yang sama; petualangan di sebuah pohon raksasa Yggdrasil. Yang membedakan seri ini adalah, jelas kota-nya, classes yang berbeda, namun masih berfungsi p mirip dengan di seri sebelumnya. Dan, kita bisa mengarungi samudera! Karena sepertinya sih, ada undersea maze menuju sebuah ruin. Mungkinkah itu Atlantis? :P
Tampilan menu awalnya. Kelihatan seperti di Eropa sana :D

Setting EO kali ini adalah di sebuah kota besar di pinggir laut Armoroad, yang dikenal sebagai the ocean city (kota samudra). Kesan pertama saya sewaktu pertama kali melihat Armoroad (kayak yang udah beneran kesana aja :P Padahal emang gak ada XD), mirip seperti bangunan di Eropa sana. Atau kalau ingin lebih jelasnya... mirip Neo Venezia (Aria) gitu.. XD atau mirip seperti di Pokemon Movie yang ada Latias dan Latiosnya (saya lupa judulnya). Sekarang mari kita keliling-keliling Neo... eh Armoroad XD
Inilah Armoroad :D

Kita bisa bereksplor ke samudera maupun Yggdrasil... asik banget ya >w< princess =" Troubadour," hoplite =" Protector)">w< Saya juga suka Farmer~ mereka berguna banget... Gathering skill dan Camp skill mereka.. walau katanya mereka itu 'clumsy' dalam battle... hahaha dojikko XDOverall game ini bagus banget, walau gak beda jauh sama seri sebelumnya. Game ini seru dan unik >w<>

9.18.2010

#2 Rant - IGNORE THIS. THIS IS A SPAM

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9.17.2010

Update again! lol

Yeah, an update again orz

I decided to erase KoA from my story list orz I can't make such an action story like that, though it was very epic in my mind... and thus, I decided to make The Crimson Moon as manga! Yay~ I already make an account on smackjeevas, so I think I'll post it there. Don't worry, I'll update it here, too~ Each chapter will appear in the navigation menu :D

I'm planning to change the the title too. I think it'll be 'Valkyrie #07' or something else... and the story line would be a little different. So readers (I bet no one read this), do you think it'll good if I give a little romance genre inside the story? orz I can't make something like that actually... orz romance isn't my thing.

9.16.2010

...need advice?

hey everyone. This is my first rant I think orz.
I just feel emo lately.
I know the causes: my mouth

Yea I got such a filthy mouth here. I cant keep it shut. I just want to, but it's kinda hard. Apparently, when I shout something odd in twitter, there's someone who felt insulted by my shout. I know I didn't mean it, but that's make me feel guilty orz. This thing happen since I was junior high school, and I admit it is a bad habit. I really want to know what should I do with my mouth. Should I tear it apart?

Or it just because my personality?

I'm a sensitive, rude person (I think)
lol this is a real problem.
I just need someone's advice pls. Should I become more hikky than before?

Urgh just a useless emo rant orz

9.13.2010

Update again orz

Hey readers (I bet no one read orz)

I want to change this blog usage again orz I'll make this blog as my RLL blog too, since T*m*lr is so damn lame loading. Plus Art-Blog since my LJ is so damn lame loading too orz. The story (TCM and KoA) still continued. I'm going to upload my art dump too orz.

I'll change the hover menu orz ==

bye then. See ya at the next... update. Or rant maybe. or story? LMAO XD

8.28.2010

Update

Hello reader (I bet no one read this XD)

This blog specially made for every story I made. This far, I already write 2 different stories, the one "Knights of Aegis" and the other is "The Crimson Moon"

Both are fantasies story, but The Crimson Moon has a lesser battle part :D
I'll finish The Crimson Moon first because I think it'll be shorter than Knights of Aegis...

Until next time, see ya :D